I am an emotional rollar coaster..
I am excited, elated and overjoyed.
I am worried.
I am blessed.
Right now my life is really crazy and don't get me wrong it has always been a little nuts. Wedding planning is going and part of me wishes the excitement of making choices and planning would last forever but the other part of me cannot wait to get it over with and be married. I haven't ran in weeks and I know I set myself back with no injuries or good excuses to blame. I am often tired and not sure if two back to back mini vacas are the reason why I am or what..My health is a kicker as usual. I found some other women who experience the same issues that I do and now I don't feel so alone. Random pain, tiredness, headaches, anxiety and stomach issues have been in my life forever and for once I have someone else to talk to. That is amazing and encouraging. I didn't reserve the race retreat in time for the 1/2 and although I am partially devastated, I am already convincing myself that I will be fine without it. I am tired AGAIN but I have to run today. I will get my butt up and plug my headphones in and run to the Mickey Miles or WDW Today podcast with a dash of Pandora :)Even with all the things life is throwing my way it could always be worse and I will keep pushing and keep going.
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